aneh...

my feeling is sooooooooooooooooooo WEIRD today! i dunno why. something happened and i just shocked and cant control my mind. Its about RELATIONSHIP. A relationship between HIM and HER. Something stupid tat i feel. i dunno about my feeling to HIM but there is a part in my heart tat makes me CAN'T stop to think about HIM. He is the one tat makes me feel CRAZY. The one tat makes me smile...
So many girls with HIM. Im trying to be strong to accept tat. wat should i do???? any suggestion???? i have to get HIM out of my mind NOW!!!!

LOVE LOVE LOVE

What do you think about LOVE ???

well, i'll try to explain with this awesome picture...


you would say this words when you love someone..."I LOVE YOU"
its about your emotion, affection and attachment...

s'agapo means I love you in Greek
Wo ai ni, "I love you" in Chinese
Aku cinta kamu in Indonesian
I Love you= ik hou van jou in Dutch

so many ways to show your love...with your act, words, etc.


Interpersonal love refers to love between human beings
It is a more potent sentiment than a simple liking for another. Unrequited love refers to those feelings of love that are not reciprocated. Interpersonal love is most closely associated with interpersonal relationships. Such love might exist between family members, friends, and couples.

For me, Love is DOING SMALL THINGS WITH GREAT LOVE...
i always do anything with Great Love...



The psychology of love
In companionate love, basic friendship and trust are essential, but romantic feelings basically disappear. However, new research suggests that some couples keep
romantic feelings alive for much longer



The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure ("I loved that meal") to intense interpersonal attraction ("I love my girlfriend"). This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states. As humans became civilized love developed from instinct to emotion. As an abstract concept, love usually refers to a deep...

if you love someone, you would see his/her eyes deeply...
Eyes can't lie...always tell the truth, Eye shows everything that you feel now especially when you are in love...

and do you think that LOVE is sooooo funny ah???

ehm...i often to think about that...Love in the first sight is one of Funny love (i think...lol lol lol .... why??? i dunno, can't explain, just wondering).

and what about my LOVE?????
(it needs a lot of question marks to answer it...hihihihi)

(huuu...its damn picture...hihihi)
well, i dunno at all!!!
Now, often to think about someone in NC...i dunno whether he thinks of me or not. But,sometimes i'm missing him...missing the chatting time with him on YM...I like him but i dunno if i love him or not...actually, fiuhhh...hard to say that hes a playboy!!! Oh My Gosh!!! First time in my life that I LIKE A DAMN PLAYBOY LIKE HIM!!! how pity me...but what should i say ah??? LIKE is LIKE...LOVE is LOVE

LIKE and LOVE is totally different. I like him but it doesn't mean that i love him, right???

Man of April

Mark Sinclair Vincent or VIN DIESEL in New York City, the son of Delora, a psychiatrist and astrologer. Diesel is biracial and has Italian and black ancestry. He has described himself as "definitely a person of color" and stated that he is "of ambiguous ethnicity - Italian and a lot of other stuff". Diesel has never met his biological father, and was raised by his African-American stepfather, Irving, an acting instructor and theater manager.

VIN DIESEL is an American actor, writer, director and producer. He became known in the early 2000s, appearing in several successful Hollywood films, including The Fast and the Furious and xXx. He founded the production companies One Race Films, Tigon Studios, and Racetrack Records.

Diesel is noted for his recognizable deep voice(which i love his voice...lol lol lol), he has said that his voice broke naturally at around age 15, giving him a mature sounding voice on the telephone.



Around 2001, Diesel dated his The Fast and the Furious co-star, Michelle Rodriguez.
(hiks...hiks...Cryin mode on)

While Diesel was visiting the Dominican Republic in October 2005, a 23-year-old architecture student accused Diesel of trying to have her kicked out of the bar for refusing to go back to his hotel room. Diesel denied the allegations, citing the club's history of problems unrelated to him.

Diesel reportedly claimed that he prefers dating in Europe, where he is less likely to be recognized and where celebrities are not romantically linked to each other. He prefers to maintain his privacy regarding his personal life.

KOALISI PARTAI

Apa itu Koalisi???

WIKIPEDIA : Koalisi adalah persekutuan, gabungan atau aliansi beberapa unsur, di mana dalam kerjasamanya, masing-masing memiliki kepentingan sendiri-sendiri. Aliansi seperti ini mungkin bersifat sementara atau berasas manfaat. Dalam pemerintahan dengan sistem parlementer, sebuah pemerintahan koalisi adalah sebuah pemerintahan yang tersusun dari koalisi beberapa partai.


Sistem pemerintahan Indonesia tersusun dari koalisi beberapa partai.
Koalisi dilakukan partai agar masing-masing kader dari partai tersebut dapat menempati kursi di DPR.

Lalu, bagaimanakah dengan koalisi partai di pilpres pada 8 Juli nanti?

Begini, Perolehan suara lewat perhitungan cepat (quick count) yang dirilis sejumlah lembaga survei menunjukkan Partai Demokrat menang mutlak terhadap partai lainnya. Tidak heran bila Partai Demokrat mulai bergerak untuk menyusun koalisi dan menentukan cawapresnya. Banyaknya partai yang mendekati Demokrat untuk berkoalisi dengan harapan agar para wakil dari masing-masing partai dapat duduk di kursi empuk DPR. SBY mengaku bahwa Demokrat telah melakukan komunikasi dengan sejumlah tokoh politik yang lain untuk menjajaki koalisi, seperti Partai Kebangkitan Bangsa (PKB), PAN, PKPI, PDP, Partai Pelopor, dan PBB. "Itu sudah kita bicarakan. Tepat jika sekarang kita intensifkan," tuturnya.

Menurut kalian, partai apa saja yang cocok berkoalisi agar dapat memimpin 5 tahun mendatang?

Model Cantik dengan 1 tangan dan 4 ginjal!!!

Maryelan loughran adalah model belia yang cantik dan bertalenta. Terlahir hanya dengan 1 tangan tidak mengurangi pesonanya sebagai seorang model. Gadis berumur 15 tahun ini memiliki 4 ginjal dan didera sindrom MOTILITY
(sindrom yang yang menyebabkan perutnya tidak bisa mencerna makanan apapun). Akibatnya, ia hanya bisa menerima asupan makanan melalui kantong makanan yang dihubungkan melalui selang kemudian memasukan cairan makanan kedalam perutnya.

Selama 16 jam mulai pukul 05.00 pagi hingga 21.00 malam– makanan cair dipompakan ke dalam perutnya melalui kantong tersebut.
Makanan cair tersebut mengandung protein, karbohidrat, vitamin maupun lemak yang dibutuhkan tubuh. Setiap melakukan perjalanan ke manapun, Maryelen harus membawa serta perlengkapan makanannya tersebut.

Walaupun dengan kekurangan yang dimilikinya tersebut, tidak membuatnya menjadi malu ataupun minder karena ia lebih menutupinya dengan menonjolkan kelebihannya. Terbukti dengan diraihnya sabuk biru karate. Sekarang Maryelen mencoba peruntungan di dunia modeling. Ia berhasil menyingkirkan ribuan kontestan di ajang kontes model nasional, Teen Princess, di Inggris. Ia masuk ke putaran final final kontes tersebut. Maryelen berhasil mengikuti kontes tersebut setelah talentanya dilihat pencari bakat di Clothes Show di NEC, Birmingham.

“Saya remaja yang menyukai fashion. Jadi saya memutuskan untuk pergi ke Clothes Show dan melihat-lihat sekelilingnya. Saat itulah saya bertemu dengan fotografer dari Teen Princess,” kenang Maryelen.

Ia mengakui, menjadi seorang model memang tidak pernah terlintas dalam pikirannya, hanya merupakan impian saat kecil. Kini ia ingin mengambil kesempatan besar ini.

“Memiliki keterbatasan seperti saya, akan selalu berpikir terus- menerus mengenai keterbatasan tersebut. Namun saya ingin menjadi wanita mandiri yang kuat, tanpa harus memedulikan omongan orang lain,” ujarnya, lugas.

Maryelen menyebut nama Jordan alias Katie Price sebagai idolanya. Bukannya ia ingin menjadi seorang model glamor seperti halnya Jordan, tetapi semangat yang dimiliki wanita seksi itulah yang memicunya.

Di samping bersiap-siap dengan final kontes modeling tersebut, Maryelen juga harus mempersiapkan dirinya menjelang operasi besar yang akan dijalani Mei mendatang. Operasi ini bertujuan untuk membenahi kantong lambungnya yang bermasalah.

Angela, 46, ibunda Maryelen, mengakui putrinya sedikit khawatir menjelang operasi yang akan dijalaninya tersebut. “Untungnya ia selalu merasa kuat dan mau menjajal apapun untuk pertama kalinya. Putri saya benar-benar memberikan inspirasi dan kesenangan bagi kami semua,” pujinya, bangga.

Woman's talk

A mom talking to her daughter about LOVE.
yeah...shes my mom....my gorgeous mom...my lovely mom...





She asked,"Ben...wheres ur boyfriend ah???"


OMG!!! should i answer that question ah???

but finally, i just laughed and gave my BIG smile to her...lol lol lol

Talking to my mom about my LOVE is very sensitive, especially for me.
Although, i have questions and too shy to ask her about this.

well, i kno tat shes trying to support me...

but actually, i dun even care with my LOVE...coz, for me, my biggest LOVE is for My Gorgeous mom and my Great dad...

LOVE is EXPENSIVE

I dun want give My LOVE to a person easily...through process...am i right???

When my mom was young...shes so popular and very beautiful at her school...shes also talented(or maybe i should say that SHES SUPER TALENTED). So many people like her or maybe LOVE her...and i shocked when she said that 22 man waiting for her to get her LOVE!!!

once again, OMG!!!

"ARE U KIDDING ME, MOM???"

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

i took deep breath and stay cool...lol lol lol

well, wat a lucky man for my dad to get her LOVE!!!


LOVE LOVE LOVE...

She said that i have to look for RICH LOVE man, a man that rich of LOVE to me (or maybe rich of material...lol lol lol...secara hari gini mo idup cuma bermodalkan CINTA is bullshit man!!! am i right???") but it doesnt mean tat i'm materialistic...i'm not rich...but i wanna rich with my own way, with my effort...ga mao 'minta' dari mahluk 'PRIA'


another thing tat we have to concern is about his personality...very important!!!
Is he good enough???is he friendly??? or Is he psycho??? hahahahha....


-Benalicious-

Song of this month (march)

Whats your favorite song of this month?

well, I'm trying to mention it to you guys...

1. If U seek Amy - Britney Spears
2. My life would suck without you - Kelly Clarkson
3. Superhuman - Chris Brown feat Keri Hilson
4. Halo - Beyonce Knowles
5. Jai Ho - Pussycat Dolls
6. Fearless - Taylor Swift
7. Paper Planes - M.I.A
8. The Climb - Miley Cyrus
9. Poker Face - Lady Gaga
10. Boom Boom Poww - Black Eye Peas
11. Love Sex Magic - Ciara featuring Justin Timberlake
12. Beautiful - Akon, Colby O'Donis, Kardinal Offishall